Heart attack -27th July 2009

Ye din mein kabhi nhi bhool sakti
kabhi bhi nhi or mein kya hum 9 mein se koi bhi nhi bhool sakta..
aaj 1st day tha office ka to ..JST jiska sirf photo dekha tha google par aane se phele ..bas vahi jana tha.
sab jaldi jaldi ready huye subah subah..Gupta or Kumar ka to kya kehna..no 1 late lateef phir bhi us din sab time par hi ready ho gaye the..9 log ek saath..heheh..2 auto liye or fit hokar usmien beith gaye..vo photo aaj bhi hai hum logo ke pass..Professional dress up..ek dum pta nhi jaise kahan ja rahein the..
As Mr.sharma kafi knowledgeable the hyderabad ke baarein mein to rasta to vahi bata sakte the..
Finally..


Ek lambi si bulding..chamkti hui aankho ke saamne thi.
arey ye to ek dum photo jaisi hi thi..
kya baat hai itna bada ni lamba office :)
call kiya apne 1st Manager: Mr.Vuppala
or ek or confrence Room..
sabne ek baar phir se apna introduction diya..
and Vuppala sir ne bhi apna introduction diya..wow amazing
then he started with telling about project details..
and what..?the time he started..we all got our 1st heart attack there only
we all were looking at each others face...
we all did not said anything for a mintue..and then Mr.Sharma started
Mr.Sharma:sir we were not told about this thing?
We are here for something else..
Mr.Vuppala:Hows its possible..
There is big mis communication
We ALL::what miss communication...kaise ho sakti hai..ufffff
MrVuppala:its okay guys relax..we will talk on this issue..
right now things are like this..
i'll catch you again

We All: bhgvan ye kya tha..ye kaun sa mazak hai..uff..
(us waqt kuch smjh nhi aa raha tha to vapas guest house..or phir vahan par ek lamba discussion)
sabke ghar se phone bhi aane lage the.
gupta,kumar,kuchhu: sab story suna rahe the aaj ki ghar par
ahmed,sharma,mini or mein:abhi bhi discuss kar rahe the
sir dard hone laga tha us waqt..or usi wat ghar se mera bhi phone aa gaya.uff ek or tension
mom,dad:or kaisa raha 1st day
me:din yeah very good..fantastic..aaj hyderabad ki curry vaali bhindi try ki office mein
Mom,Dad:or how are the things there/
Me:haan sahi hai sab ..aaj mille they manager se..kuch khas nhi project ke baarein mein bata rahein the..
Mom,Dad:so all good
Me:yeah all good..even vo jo client ke saath kya bola tha koi interview hoga vo bhi nhi ho raha hai..so all set and all good
chalo finally phone to khatam huya..
kal ka intezaar tha hum sabko
ek baar phir mein us state mein thi jahan par koi reaction nhi tha..sab bol rahe the bas isiliye lag raha tha ki haan sab kuch theek nhi hai..jaisa khud ka dimaag band tha..

26th July -1st Day In Hyderabad

wel vo time aa hi gaya jab 26th july 6:00 oclk hyderabad mein phela kadam rakh hi diya tha :)
or train se nikalte hi..hmm yahan ka weather to bahut hi sahi hai yaar(ek saath sabne bola)
2 cabs mein beth kar chal diye guest house ke liye..
Nazar har jagah ghoom rahi thi..or kahin vo ek naya sa shehar..apna sa hi lag raha tha..
Delhi ki tarah hi flyovers
malls, roshni,shops...movies ke posters,banners,bus,auto..
haan jo kuch likha tha un par vo kuch nhi smjh aa raha tha..
kuch ajeeb se letters bane the...or kahin na kahin vo letters ye feel de rahe the ki hum aaj yahan hai..yakeen na bhi ho ...to bhi kar lo..dekho theek se..
train mein 2 lines seekhi thi Telugu ki:
telgu na raadu..
or ek mujhe abhi bhi yaad nhi hai..:( (from the GREAT teacher MR.sharma..jo 2 time hyderabad ja rahe the..to unhe yahan ke baarein mein kaafi kuch pta tha..not exactly a new place for him)


hmm..bol sakte hain ki hum sabne RND hi kar di thi hyderabad par us 30 min ki journey mein.


finally guest house mill hi gaya..
i muss say a very nice place..or vahan enter karte hi..sabke phone anan shru ho gaye..
mill gaya guest house
kaisa hai
sab theek hai
ab dinner kahan karoge..kasie karoge.....phir vahi sab common se sawal..
or usi din mujhe milli meri 1st roomi KUCHHU the GREAT!!!
wel kal office jana tha aate hi..uff..soch kar hi mood khrab ho raha tha.
chalo koi baat nhi chale jayenge...yahi bola sabne..
wel socha tha south indian khane ki shruaat aaj to ho hi jayegi..par guest house ke care taker ne bachha liya..
use bahut hi achha north indian khana banana aata tha..
ahh!!!
bachh gaye..15 din ke liye to bachh hi gaye the...

9 Players & 1 Train

chalo finally train ke chalne ka time ho hi gaya tha.band train ke sheeshe se humne sabko bbye ki.kahin parents or hum ek alag hi nazar se dekh rahein the..
or dheere dheere finally train aage chal di..or shru ho gayi ultimate journey of 24 hrs..
9 khiladi or 1 bechhari train
hmm..itna abhi bhi ek dusre ko jaante nhi the..to thoda to abhi bhi kahin formalities thi..
sab baatein karne lage..kucchu ki aankhee abhi bhi kuch bheegi si thi
sab mere pecche bhi pad gaye kya hua itna chup kyu hai ..
Kumar or gupta jo shyad sabse zada achhe mood mein the..its okay yaar..hyderabad mein maar nhi denge..
tab tak khane ka order lene ke liye aa gaya ek insan..
veg non veg..??
maine kuch nhi liya..kyu ki aaj to ghar ka khana tha na mere pass.
ab to pta nhi tha ye kab milne vaala tha..
wel sabne dinner kiya..or phir vahi thodi bahut baatein or sab so gaye jakar..zada kuch khas nhi..
tabhi phone ring karne laga..:


mom,sis,bro: sab phone par the..
mom,sis,bro: kya ho raha hai..??
khana kha liya??
Me:haan ..ab sab sone ki prepration kar rahein hain..sab theek hai..subah baat karungi ab..


and then morning 5 oclk
again phone from home
Dad: beta kya haal hain..sab theek?
Me: (i just smiled)neend mein se ...yeah dad..sab theek hai
Dad :kahan pahuch gaye?
Me :pta nhi abhi andhera hai bahar..kahin to aa gaye hai dekhti hun..station ka naam hai to kuch aajeeb sa likha hua hai..XYZ
Dad:okay...or baaki sab saath mein hi hain na..
Me:haan dad..sab so rahein hain abhi..
Dad:okay chal phir tu bhi so ja..abhi to jagegi nhi..

hehhe..parents unki baatein unke sawal..sahi mein
wel subah..breakfast time par sab jag gaye..9 log..2 seats par...hehhe..sabko breakfast ek hi saath jo karna tha..
aisa lag raha tha kahin zindagi jud gayi hai sabke saath..
wel ab shru hua asli dhamal..
chalo yaar kuch khelte hai after al bore ho gaye the log
songs sunte sunte..
microsfot ko discuss karte karte..
sabke gharo par sabki baat dubara..ya 3rd time ho hi chuki thi ab tak..


Giri: yaar mein viloin seekh raha hun
Others:so you know how to play it..
Giri:yeah of course
Others:chal phir aaj tu hi koi gana suna de
Giri:(started playing viloin)
Others:hey bhgvan...ye kaun se raag hain..isko aata hai yeha ye sirf vilion lekar acting kar raha hai
Giri:(happily busy in playing Viloin)
Others:(with smilling face)kya baat hai..very good giri..heheh as i said abhi bhi kahi na kahi itne bhi frnds nhi bane the ki direct kuch bolte..thoda to formal the..to good good giri..heheh koi zada kuch bol nhi raha tha bas sar pakad ke bethe the..
Others:..kuchhu madam so gayi phir se..kumar appne songs sunne laga..mini photos lene lagi ..
in short sab busy ho gaye phir se
(finaly kuch der baad giri sir khamosh huye)
Kumar:
chalo yaar Memory game khelte hain..

and then we all again started playing all together..
kuchhu was the winner !!!!
kitna yaad rakhti hai vo..bhgvan..
photo session to mein bhool hi nhi sakti..har dikhne vaale tree ki pics li ja rahi thi har nazara hi bahut accha lag raha tha..i can say may be bcos of a very nice weather..thodi baarish ho gayi thi..
amazing weather..har ek moment capture ho raha tha jaise kisi trip par aaye hain..or jo kuch palo ke baad bahut hi pyari si memories banne vaali the..
pure route ka ek naksha tha hum logo ke pass use lekar bethe huye the..aare ab yahn par hain abhi to bahut door hai..arey yahan aa to gaye..kuch nhi to yahi discussion chal raha tha
thoda ek dusre ko pareshan kiya..phir se songs..itni saari baatein pta nhi kahan se aa gayi thi..
or yahi sab karte huye pta hi nhi chala kab hyderabad ke station ja pahuche the..
haan hume to ye time nhi pta chala par haan aas paas ke passengers ko bahut pta chala tha

25th july - BBye Delhi

wel 25th july shaam ko 7:30 oclk railway station par thi...kuch 8:10 ki train thi..
kya baat hai sab mil gaye vahin par..
satawali nhi thi bas..vo apne mom dad ke saath ja rahi thi alag se..
wel kuchu madam or unki mom,maasi,papa..or bhi kuch relatives aaye the..in short kafi log the..kaffi emotional bbye thi...kucchu madam thoda sa roi to thi..
mini ka to pura frnd circle,mom..sabhi aaye they par ye thoda happy happy bbye tha..party sharty karte huye photos lete huye..masti vaala..but kahin emotional bhi after all hyderabad..itna door ja rahe the..
kumar ki mom,dad bade pyar se..beta theek se rehna...ye le liya na..vo le liya na..sab theek hai..
gupta sir wow unka kya bole mom,dad,bhai,..sab.aunty ne bhi achhe se bola beta theek se rehna..
ek dusre ka khayal rakhna..
Ahmed,sharma,giri to already ghar se door the..delhi yeah hyderabad itna bada difference nhi tha unke liye..except hum log add ho gaye they ab unke group mein...
heheh sab ke mom dad se mille the us din..and ofcourse mere mom dad bhi aaye hi the..
Dad or mom kafi smile kar rahe the ..i know hide jo kar rahe the ki kahin kuch effect bhi huya hai..
haan sab normal hi to tha..
bas hyderabad hi to ja rahi thi..
kuch khas nhi..
ismein kya badi baat hai..kuch bhi to nhi
but i know sach kuch or hi tha...
mein roi voi nhi pls...haan thoda sad to thi...kaafi der tak train mein chup chap bethi bhi rahi..zada kuch bola nhi..bas sun rahi thi jo baaki sab bol rahe the....

Mr.Sahoo & 9 GET's - 1st Meeting

Room mein enter kiya to dekha already vahan sab the..i was late.. :(
He was sitting on a chair..smilling..was looking here and there,checking everybody's face..i cant say but i guess he was trying to read something...
well the conversation started:
Mr.Sahoo :so guys...what all you wanna know...?
Me:(in the mind)ye kya tha question to hume karne the..okies ..never mind.kaafi chilled out lag rahein hain
Mr.Kumar: (among one of us)sir can you pls tel us something about the project..what all we have to do there..and whats going to be are job profile..etc..etc
Me:(in a mind)very good...kuch kaam ki baat to hui..1st intelligent question from our side
Mr.Sahoo:well guys..project is this ..that...etc....etc..
Me:(in a mind)kya answer hai ye..matlab kya hua.in sab baato ka..itna kuch bol diya par hum karenge kya vahan..uff kuch smjh nhi aaya..
Mr.Sahoo:Anyhting else guys?
Me:(In a mind):anything else..kaam ki to ek bhi baat nhi ki ab or kya jaan le..i muss say an intelligent manager
Mr.Sahoo: so can you all give your introduction to me
We alll: Okay ..(and then we all introduced ourself)
Mr.Sahoo: well this is my phone number..you can contact me any time
Me:(in mind achha ye number bhi ab note karna padega..okay...)ek baar try kiya..whiteborad par likhe us number ko note karne ke liye..but theek se smjh nhi aaya..kuch confusing sa tha..
phir(in mind:chodo kya karna hai number ka..jaise mujhe saare kaam in se hi padne vaale hain..)


vapas us meeting room se..
Me :kya tha yeh..
ye koi meeting thi
kuch pta bhi chala..
mujhe to kuch smjh nhi aaya..
bas Microsoft ye Mcirosoft vo..uff
bilkul bekaar meeting
others:haan thi to bekaar hi..ab kya sochna kaisa hai ye microsoft ka project..chodo yaar jakar hi dekh lenge
Me: haan yahi sahi rahega ab..(in mind: abhi tak yahi smjhne ki koshis kar rahi thi..in se kyu mille..or akhir hai kaun ye..project Head hain na..to to kya hua..bataya to kuch bhi nhi project ke baarein mein :( )

20th July - 24th July 2009

Amazing abhi tak ye smjh nhi aa raha tha ki ye decision sahi bhi hai ya nhi..
heheahha but jo bhi ho ye achha tha jo 1 week ki traning yahi thi noida mein..vo 10 log ab 9 ho chuke the..ek usmein se nhi ja rahi thi..


well ye achha time the 9 logo jo ek dusre se itne alag the kahin sort of frnds ban hi gaye the..haan utne bhi achhe nhi par okay sorts..
4 girls: Miss Mini,satawali,Kucchu or mein..and yes ofcourse
5 guys:Mr.Ahmed,Gupta,Sharma,Kumar,Giri....
is week mein zada nhi but haan kuch baatein hone lagi thi kucchu,satawali or mere beech..mini to mere hi college ki thi..to vo thi hi is nayi si fndship mein :):)


vo 1 week traning mein itna kuch ek saath seekha diya tha ki hume theek se pta bhi nhi chala akhir hume aata kya hai..
well iski week mein mille hum apne project ke Ultimate BOSS se
YES the DGM : Mr.Sahoo..


HR: Guys he is the head of the project..you can ask anything from him regarding project
he is very simple and nice person..he will give you all the answers of your questions
He is very dedicated and hardworking person guys even he can work for 16-16 hrs..
and he is my very good friend of mine too
Very down to earth..etc..etc

ME: wow kya introduction hai..chalo mil lete hain.(tab tak ye bhi smjh nhi aaya tha mujhe ki actually who is he..hehhe)

socha chalo mill lete hain..shyad yahi kuch bata de project ke baarein mein after all ye to pta chale ki karna kya hai...itna kya kar diya humne jo hum 9 logo ko select kar liya is project ke liye..

17th july 2009

Us din bade se room mein kahin dari si bethi thi.har liye jaane vaala naam kahin khud ka hi lag raha tha..itne bade se screen par apne naam ko dhund rahi thi..
or ye kya us HR ne naam lena band bhi kar diya..are ye kya uski to list hi khatam ho gayi
arey mera naam kahan hai???or ek min mein mein chilayi excuse me you didnot announced my name..???
or agle hi pal :yeah Miss Shweta..yes Hyderabad..yes you are among those 10 other ppl who have selected for Hyderabad location


ahha kya ek second ke liye laga shayad theek se sunna nhi maine..
ek min ke liye kuch smjh hi nhi aaya ki kya react karu..kya bolun kya nhi..
bas chup chap chal di thi mein vahan se.bas kuch man bhi nhi kiya ki kise se ye pucho ki use kahan ki location milli hai..or kaun hai vo 10 log jo mere saath jaane vaale hain..


bas kuch nhi bus li or ghar ...tab tak phone bhi nhi kiya kisi ko..ghar par bhi nhi


Ghar jakar ye news di sabko..tab tak koi reaction nhi tha mera na hi khush thi na hi itna dukhi..bas pta nhi kaisa lag raha tha ..kuch ajeeb sa..


par haan ghar par jab sabne mana kar diya jaane ke liye to laga..haan ye to bekar hai ..
mom ,dad koi nhi chahta tha ki mein hyderabad jaun..
hmmm baat bhi sahi thi..aaj tak kabhi ghar ke pass vaale market tak akele nhi gayi thi to hyderabad..sawal hi nhi hai koi..
options diye jaane lage..:
MBA
New Job
yeah ..tel your HR that ur not intrested..heheh i know sab apni taraf se kuch na kuch bol rahein the..or mein chup chap sun rahi thi..
so gayi jakar..kal subah ek fight jo marni thi
lo agle din milli un 10 chehro se jo mere saath ja rahe the..
sab bahut alag the par ek baat common thi:koi bhi jana nhi chahta tha..
heheh par hota vahi hai jo hona hota hai...fight ek dum bekar thi..
or mein ghar vapas...mom dad abhi bhi..tum nhi ja rahi ho
tum manage hi nhi kar sakti..haan baat bhi sahi thi
phir pta nhi maine kyu bola..
reh bhi sakte hai..
shyad manage ho jaye
hyderabad.i think itna bura bhi nhi hai
after all project accha hai
or aap tension kyu le rahein hain..us project mein 2 din ke baad hi client ke saath interview hai phir se..vo kabhi bhi select nhi karega
bas 2-4 din zada se zada 1 week ki trip..or mein pakka se vapas delhi mein hi nazar aungi
pta nhi kaise man gaye parents..
or sahi mein pta nhi maine aisa kyu bola ki mein manage kar lungi
heheh..quiet funny for a person like me..bas phir kya tha..agle din ja kar diya bond sign haan ja rahi hun.. :):)

All Good

ting tong,some beep,or some silly ringtone for messages and here you get the silly message:


hows you?all good?
wow!!
All good!!




All Good...
wow such a lovely answer..but i hate it..trust me i hate it like anything..not like anything..hmm.. like the way i hate bad dreams,like the way i hate lemon tea,like the way i hate papaya juice..uff..i cant say more..


why this kinda of formality..why the hell we reply back when we dont wanted to do so.
just for the sake of doing it why we do so many such things in life.
ahh agar ye sawal nhi kiya hota to tufaan aa jata
mere black hair white ho jaate
mera phone paani mein gir jata hai
mummy se bina baat ke argument ho jaati
sis ki to baat hi mat karo
uske saath to dusari mahabharat ho hi jati
bhagvan agar nhi puchha hota to kya ho jata..sab kharab ho jata kya nhi na..phir ..ufff
amazing questions and amazing answers!!!


ALL GOOD!!
actually this is my last option to stop the conversation..
wow sab kitna good hai itna ki
aaj 5 o'clk jag gayi
carrot or peas ki sabzi banayi
phir is itne achhe se office mein aa gayi
saari mails check ki
team mein logo ko pareshan kiya koi nayi baat nhi hai mere or unke liye bhi
or ab kya ye kuch utla pulta likhti ja rahi hun..pta nhi kyu bas likhti ja rahi hun..or kitna
or haan in sab ke beech kinta achha lag raha hai mein to bhool hi gayi thi..


ji nhi
bakwas sab bakwas hai
haan zada kuch nhi kal shaam se mood kharab hai bas or kya itna hi hai..agar ye nhi hota to mein itna kabhi nhi likhti or na hi kisi or ko bhi itna bore karti


i know next question kya hai/..
haan ji aaya tha kal ek message mujhe bhi
or maine bhi reply kar diya
all good:)
wow
baat jo khatam karni thi vahin par..par itna pta nhi kyu soch rahi hun..us insaan ke baarein mein nhi jisne message kiya ..ofcousre is anwser ke baarein mein..i know yaakeen to ab koi karega nhi to phir zada kya bolun theek hai jo bhi man kare vo soch sakte hain..after all mein kuch bolne vaali to nhi hun.mein to bas apni taraf se clear kar rahi thi bas or kuch nhi
par sach mein
kyu?
kyu?
ye formality kis liye?
ye dhokha kyu?
ye sab kaise
"All Good"


(sabse funny baat hai..ek saal ke baad kuch is blog par likh rahi hun or vo bhi All Good)

Ek Narazgi......

Sahi karte hain ya galat pta nhi..Narazgi ka kya solution hota hai..galat bhi ho to kya phirk pdta hai jab kabhi kabhi hum har cheez ko sahi bana hi dete hain..
kuch baatein aisi kyu hoti hai jo honi hi hoti hai..hume pta hi nhi chalta or hum us jagah..par ja khade hote hain jahan kabhi socha bhi nhi hota...

sach azadi ka ek din..ek lamha bhi alag sa hi hota...hume kahin kuch galat kar dene ka dar to hota hai par na jane kahan se kuch karne ka hosla bhi aa jata hai..
bas ek anjan si awaz ki taraf chal dete hai..vo jo kahati hai hum karne lagte hain..kahin bar bar ye sawal khud se bhi karte hain..
arey kasie?
arey kyu?
ye to kar hi nhi sakte...par kuch pta nhi chalta..ajeeb si baat hai ..ye batana bhi muskil ho jata hai sahi kya hai galat kya hai..mujhe lagta hai shayd kuch galat nhi hota...
bas jab kuch vesa nhi chalta jaisa hum chahte hain to sab galat ho jata hai
or jab sab kuch vese hi chalta rehta hai jaisa ki hum chahte hain to sab sahi hi lagta hai..
is ajeeb si situation mein shikyat bhi nhi ki ja sakti kisi se...galti bhi khud ki hi hoti hai..takleef bhi khud ko hi sabse zada hoti hai...ek ajeeb si narazgi ho jati hai khud se
kya naam dun is narazgi ko jab kisi or ki galti ko bhi khud ki galti ka naam de diya ho.....or vo bhi isliye nhi...ki adat hai meri ye purani...sach to ye hai ki ek narazgi si hai khud se..or vo bhi itni ki ilzam lekar bhi kahin lagta hai ki abhi bhi kuch kami si hai...
bas intezaar hai ki koi ye keh de ki kuch nhi kiya tumne
ye to hona hi tha
galat na tum ho na saare sawal..bas muskura do kyu ki ye yehsaas itna khas jo hai
bas ek choti si baat.......
kuch khas nhi
bas ek narazgi.........

kuch naya sa????

baat kisi nayi jagah ki,logo ki,soch ki nhi hai....par phir bhi kuch naya to hai..ye nhi pta kya par kuch to hai.


mein kitni bhi koshish kar lun par ye kehna mushkil hai ki aisa nhi hai..kafi soch rahi hun par smjh bhi nhi aa raha hai.ajeeb se saval hain???agar aaj mein kahin hun to kyu hun agar nhi hun to kyu nhi hun..ye hai to ye kyu nhi hai???pta nhi kya chal raha hai????


sach kahin ye bhi hai ki kuch bhi ek bar phir mere haath mein hai..bas jo ho raha hai mein use dekh rahi hun..kuch hai jo chalta ja raha hai bas...sabse badi baat ye hai ki ye sab bahut important bhi hai par phir bhi sab kuch khud ho raha hai aur mein use hone bhi de rahi hun..kahin saval karne ki koshish karti bhi hun phir khud hi rehne bhi deti hun





pta nhi kyu par sb kuch naya to hai

Yakeen...(us lamhe par..)

Yakeen...(us lamhe par..)hai
jis ki koi bhi taal alag nhi hai
jis mein apni hi awaz ka dar nhi hai
jis mein khamosh adhure shabdo ka kuch matlab hai
jis mein ek nayi goonj hai, ek naya sa geet hai
jiska arth kuch alag sa hi hai


Yakeen...(us lamhe par..)hai
jis mein koi purani pehchaan saath nhi hai
jis mein mitne ki bhi aehmiyat hai
jis mein kuch naye lamhe judne ki khushi hai
jis mein Achhe aur bure ke beech ki dewaar ka ehsaas nhi hai
jis mein har lamha ek naya chehra to hai,par
jis ke rang badlne par bhi aitbaar kam nhi hai
jis ki smjh hi kuch ajab si hai


yakeen ...(us lamhe par...) itna hai
ki vo kabhi to aaye ga aur jab bhi aaye ga hamesha ke liye
yahin reh jayeinge
meri har baat ko galat saabit kar
ek nayi roshni de jayega

(bas yuhin hi yakeen karne ko dil chahta hai to bas yakeen kar rahi hun..haan mazburi bhi hai is waqt par yakeen hai mujhe us pal par....kabhi to ye meri khushi ban jayega)

Hiiiii...

Hii...mein xyz..lo ho gayi kisi ki entry...


hm..mujhe hindi ki ek story yaad aa rahi hai pta nhi kaun si class mein padhi thi..train mein travel karte waqt agar koi naya yaatri enrty karta hai to hum shruaat mein kitna drama karte hai use bilkul pasand nhi karte aur phir kuch der mein sab theek ho jaata hai.uske saath baatein karne lagtein hain..aisi hi kuch story thi..


exactly yaad nhi...


bas vasie hi ho jaati hai kisi ki enrty hamari lyf mein bhi.


ek simple "HI "aur bas...kitna bhi kar lo,kuch bhi bol lo..aap kuch nhi kar sakte..saamne vaala to entry lekar hi rahega..kitna assan hota hai kisi ka aana aur kitna mushkil hota hai uska chale jaana(i mean aapke liye..vo to kabhi bhi ja sakta hai uski marzi hai)...i know thoda hurting toh hai par sach to yahi hai...



vese to kahan jata hai log aapki marzi se nhi aate par kaun aapke saath rehega ispar to aapki hi marzi chalti hai...par aisa lagta to nhi mujhe...



unka kya jinhe aap ne kabhi nhi chaha ki vo aapki zindagi mein aaye par vo aa gaye


unka kya jo aapni marzi se chale bhi gaye par aapke liye kabhi gaye hi nhi...aap ne unhe kabhi khud apne saath nhi rakha par kya kare agar vo aap se alag huye hi nhi????



(wel frndship to bahut logo si huyi meri aur reason's bhi alag hi rahe par ek dosti isliye huyi kyuki uske according mein use kabhi "hi" nhi karti thi...ek din usne ye sawal kar diya aur bas phir time ke saath achhe dost ban gaye...ek "hi" bas vese socha nhi tha)