Saturday, March 28, 2009

kitni Mohabbat hai

Kuchh Lamho Ki Jindagi Baki Thi,
mein Tujh mein Saanse Chhod Aayi,
Behra Na Ker Daale Tujhe,
Khamosh Sannato Ka Shor Kahin,
Maun Shabdo Se Kehti Kuchh,
mein Gumsum Baatein Chhod Aayi..............
hmmm....maine bahut kuch suna hai..haan yahi 7 stages of love ke baarein mein ..pta nhi kinte saare naam diye gaye hain par ek hi matlab hai sabhi ka...pyar,ishq..etc etc..aur in shabdo ke beech kuch ajeeb si baatein..."ek dil ke badle saari duniya bas itni mohabbat hai....ya "ek pal ke liye saari duniya..bas itni mohabbat hai"...par sawal ye hai ki akhir "kitni mohabbat hai?????"





sabse intrstng baat ye hai ki ye jawab bhi hai aur sawal bhi..kabhi kabhi mujhe ye saari baatein bilkul bekaar lagti hain ye bhi koi baat hai..jinka practical zindagi se koi link hi nhi hai..bas useless words jo kuch poet's likh dete hai...kuch ehsaas ko shabdo mein bandh dete hai..par sach to nhi hota ye sab..i know bahut saare log bolenge ki mein paagle hun..kyu nhi hoti aaj bhi hota hai..but kasie...???aaj imp ye nhi hai ki rlnshp sach hai ya nhi imp ye hai ki vo hona chahiye..par phir bhi kahin aaj bhi kuch log is paaglpan mein yakin rakhte hain..vese secret hai ab haan mein bhi yakin karti hun par itna bhi nhi plzz. wel lagta hai aaj mein shikayat karne ke mood mein hun tabhi ye sab likhti ja rahi hun..nhi to ye sab baatein kaun hai jo nhi janta..phir inke baarein mein baat karne ka kya matlab hai...?





mujhe lagta hai kuch bhi nhi...bas khud se hi sawal kar rahi hun..arey kuch naya nhi hai..roz ek stupid sa sawal karti hun so aaj ye achhanak se..thodi paagle jo hun..wel jo bhi ho sawal ya jawab hmm..philhaal to ek hi line hai dimaag mein
" kitni mohabbat hai "

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Ek soch

hmm..
pta nhi kya soch rahi hun aaj
pta nhi kyu likh rahi hun aaj
pta nhi kya hai..par kuch to hai??...jo bhi ho itna janti hun ki kuch soch rahi hun..kitna ajeeb ho jata hai kabhi kabhi...aap achanak se har cheez se alag ho jatein hai..apki soch sab kuch badal deti hai..
pta nhi kaise
pta nhi kyu
pta nhi..aur agar zada waqt ho jaye to phir aap par kisi baat ka asar bhi nhi hota...bas aap is baat mein hi khushi dhund lete hai ki jo chal raha hai vo achha hai jo beet gaya vo bhi achha tha aur jo aane wala hai vo bhi achha hi hoga..kuch bhi to aapke haath mein nhi hai to phir..hmm lekin
pta nhi kyu ek soch hai jo aap se alag nhi hoti
pta nhi kyu vo bar bar aapko darati hai
pta nhi kyu aur kasie .....
pta nhi mein kya likhti ja rahi hun bas itna pta hai mujhe ki.....ye bas ek soch hai..bas ek soch
aur kuch nhi
kuch bhi nhi.........